Monday, May 4, 2009

♥ Blue Mondayyyy...

Dear my beloved cousin,

I know u must be in a very-down state right now...Not being able to see the most important person in our life is also equals to not being alive.. However, life must go on..Let's pray for your mom to be happy up there..key???

I love you, so does your mom =)

xoxoxoxoxo,
Epe

I often ask myself "Do people feel happier when they're still alive? OR "do they feel happier when they are not in this world anymore?"

Just received a very very bad news from my cousin yesterday evening.. It's regarding my 3rd aunt, who passed away on that day...I was totally blank for a few second before I realized that I can't see her anymore..Not even once..

*Flashback*

We (my cousin and I) were playing together until one of us tried to snatch others' toy..I still remembered that I pinched my cousin till she cried..probably a very loud one..our mom's (my mom and hers, who's also my 3rd aunt) came and tried to separate us..each mom was carrying her kid then..

This happened many many years ago, hmmmm..around 10 years ago..I had my mom, and of course she had hers to protect us..

*Present*
My mom passed away 5years ago, which means that I have to start standing on my own and protect myself..
Currently, this happened to my cousin too, whom I used to fight with...

Then this question appeared in my mind:
"Why God have to create someone who's very precious to us, when in the end they'll take them back?"

I've always find that life is unfair..Life is like a punishment towards us (birth, old,sick,and death).

However, It suddenly came across my mind:
" The reason why God took our beloved one is to give us chances for going another step further"
He took my mom 5 years ago, yeahhh..I was angry, I was very very upset..But then, I believed that I will not be the "today's-me" if he did not do that. I do believe that I'd become a girl who wont appreciate herself and others around her.. Since then, I've also become a family-come first person..

What I am really hoping rite now is that we can take positive points out of any happenings in our life..we'll find that it's unfair, but..That's Life..No right or wrong...

Loves,
Epe

Labels: blue, Life, Monday

♥ When you think of happiness, I hope you think of me.
3:16 AM

Tuesday, April 14, 2009

♥ =BeautifuL MondaY=

huLLooooowwwwww!!!! am really sorry for the very late update kekekeke -->somebody's calling me "hot2 chicken sh*t" =.=

figuring out why on earth do I get bored easily??? hixxxx..Fortunately I didnt agree when dad asked me to study accounting. He always say "its the best for a girl to be an accountant"..he must be kidding " I think I'd skip class so much more often than attending them. I can hardly imagine if I " sit behind the desk or computer, doing all those accounting stuffs.."huahuahua..

PS: Please dont take offense dear Dado and Vanz..Actually I find that accounting is Cool, but its just not so "Me" hehehhehe...^^

Monday..I believe that everybody hates Monday..

Bcoz Monday equals to First day of the week (some says sunday is the first day,but I say its monday hoho),means:
-Starts working after the weekend's fun
-Students back to class
-Parents back to their hectic activity
AND
-It's 5 days more to weekend weeeeeewwww...(the part I hate most)

However,

My diz week's Monday is just too wonderful and marvellous..Love it Love it Love itttttt!!!

woke up at 8am (aircon's serviceman came at 8.45)-->a very "good" timing, servicing our "stupid" aircon which has been leaking for like a week..thinking of the service fee makes me dizzy..(paying and paying again huhuhu) this aging aircon had costed $$$ because of too-often leaking.
Surprisingly, the Service was FOC..Thanks god u save my expenses!!! huahahaha..

Leaving home with Ocie at around 12 pm (around 45mins and approximately 5times changing before we finalized the proper outfit..)--> Win's gonna scream if he knew it..Hold On!!!! its a special occasion..hehehe

After having our lunch (Katsu Bento Set) at Takashimaya, its my time to go to ehmmm..*soon to be-employer's office* hehehhehehehhee...I was extremely excited yet nervous. Given the information about scope of job and then was asked to fill in the application form for employment pass..(praying hard for this one)

Tic Tic Tic...(aircon's leaking again)
WTH is happening with this aircon???haizzzzzzzzzzzz...

Meeting ocie again for movie at 4.30 pm, not forgetting to buy Nachos before we went in. We watched "Knowing" starring Nicholas Cage. Hmmm..Interesting and exciting at the beginning, not the ending..

after movie, we had our dinner at Canele Pattiserie(after sitting at Bakerzin for a while and leave coz suddenly we craved for Baked Rice). We ordered Tomato and Eggplant baked rice + Exotique ( passion fruit n banana sorbet served with thin slices of choc)
Mamamia!!!!!!! The taste is so wonderful..especially the choc dressing in "Exotique"..XD

Tomato and Eggplant, with Zuccini Baked Rice

"Exotique"

"Canele" has become one of my favourite destination for dining and chilled out..for you who havent try, u gotta visit this patisserie ASAP!!!! There's a few shop:

* Paragon Shopping Centre (#B1-25, opp Starbucks)
**Shaw Centre (Scotts Road,next to McD)
***Raffles City Shopping Centre (#B1-81/82 )

Im sure there'll be the 2nd, and 3rd,and 4th after ur 1st visit hihihiih..(PS: It's a nice place for dating,too..Gals gonna love it!!! ^.*)

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